GRATEFUL FOR BEGINNING TO HEAL MY HEART

I am grateful to the Almighty because He is helping me to heal my heart and move on.

I understand our marriage a lot better than I did.   Charles and I had an amazing weekend.  We had a beautiful Shabbos dinner at the house.  I went to services on Saturday and made dinner after which we went to PJC to see The Wizard of Oz.  On Sunday Charles went to play horseshoes with the guys from Hollis and I was able to do some chores and walk at The Home Depot.  We met up again and attended the Academy Awards where I won a Trivia contest with Charles' help and as a prize I received a $25 gift certificate to a restaurant.   THIS IS A REAL MARRIAGE.......SOMETHING THAT I NEVER UNDERSTOOD!

Charles went back to St. James today and at 2pm I will have my first Meditation class.

Tonight is Mahjong and we will be playing at Rhonnie's with dinner at  Pasteria.

A new life has begun EVEN at my age.  I am grateful to the Almighty for this.

Thank you.

GRATEFUL FOR GETTING RID OF DREAMS

I am grateful to the Almighty because He has helped me to get rid of dreams that never materialized and to create new dreams for myself.

My life is so much better because of thi and I am so much calmer and happier. Last night Charles and I went to PJC to see The Wizard of Oz.  It was a wonderful evening.  I'm so proud of the man I love.  I'm respected at the synagogue because life changed because I believed in the Almighty.

Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR A RELAXED SABBATH

 I am grateful to the Almighty because He has given me a wonderful Sabbath.

I made a delicious Sabbath dinner last night.  Charles loved it.....salad...salmon and grilled vegetables.

I went to services this morning and tonight we're going to see The Wizard of Oz at PJC.

Gone are the days when I had to have strategies to be safe when I came home.

I am grateful to the Almighty for my life.

Thank you.

GRATEFUL FOR JOY IN MY LIFE

I am grateful to the Almighty because He has allowed me to have joy in my life.

I picked up Matzah's ashes from Jericho Animal Hospital yesterday.  I cried.......I felt relieved that I could cry thanks to Zoloft and the therapy that I get from Kyra and Judith.  I rejoiced in the wonderful life that Matzah had with me and did not feel guilty about ho he passed.....I blamed Jericho Animal for worshipping money and no explaining to me what was really happening.

I am joy fun because Charles will be spending the weekend at the house with me. Today we will be going to the Syosset Library to see Hamnet and then having Shabbos dinner. I am looking forward to this with joy.

Thank you Almighty for the joy in my life.

 I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR LOVE IN MY LIFE

I am grateful to the Almighty because He has allowed me to experience love in my life.

Charles loves me deeply and calls me his best friend.   I feel love from my children and grandchildren.  Remi FaceTimed me yesterday to explain how he made a windmill in AfterCare.  I spoke to Madalyn as well as Dana.  I speak to Hilary too.  I have an entire new family with Charles and I am grateful for this.

Today Freddy is coming over to fix my garage door.......i feel the love there too.  I'm meeting up with Neil Clark today at Plainview Meditation to join again.

Thank you Almighty for all the love in my life.

I am grateful.

 

GRATEFUL FOR THE CALM AND QUIET IN MY LIFE

 I am grateful to the Almighty because He has allowed me to have peace, quiet and calmness in my life.

I am healthy.  I am happy.

Yesterday I did all of my food shopping for the week and even started the Passover shopping.  I paid for the two Seders.  Charles and I will be at the first one and Hilary, Izzy and Remi at the second one.  I walked at The Home Depot too and made dinner.....watched the news and read my book.   These are quiet and wonderful things.

Today I hope to walk at The Home Depot after my mani/pedicure.  I am setting up for Passover.

Thank you Almighty for my calm life.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR A NEW DAY

I am grateful to the Almighty because I have woken up happy and healthy to another Spring like day.

 I really enjoyed dinner at Golden Temple and Mahjong last night.  Today I hope to walk.......do chores and read.

I am grateful to the Almighty for this new day.

Thank you.