GRATEFUL FOR TODAY

 I am grateful to the Almighty because He has given me FEBRUARY 12....the day that THE CREATURE DIED and I was free to have a life.

So much has happened in the past eight years that I am so grateful for. I'm free.  I'm safe and secure.  I became a Grandma twice.  I'm married to a wonderful man.  I thank the Almighty because I am healthy and happy.

It's hard also because today I have to pick up Matzah from boarding and Monday I will be putting him to sleep.

However, I will live in today's moment nd celebrate my freedom.

Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR DAYS AT THE APARTMENT

 I am grateful to the Almighty because He has allowed me to have 4 days at the apartment to think about Matzah and to mourn his up and coming death.

It's tough but I have managed to recognize that the quality of his life is over and that it's time to let him go.

It was a quiet time at the apartment what with the horrible weather.  Charlie caught a cold.  We talked, hugged, and watched television.

I am home now and soon will be going food shopping.

Thank you Almighty for allowing me to let go of Matzah.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL........THIS TOO SHALL PASS

 I am grateful to the Almighty because when I read my meditation books this morning, the Almighty wanted me to see two things:

LOVE YOURSELF!!!!

THIS TOO SHALL PASS!!!

I will miss Matzah terribly BUT putting him down is the right thing to do.

He has no quality of life and I will be setting him free.

Thank you Almighty for helping me.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR HAVING MATZAH IN MY LIFE

I am grateful to the Almighty because He put Matzah in my life.

Matzah has been with m for 15 years.  We both are best friends and have wonderful memories of each other.  It is his time to cross The Rainbow Bridge soon.  I will miss him but will cherish our time together.

Thank you Almighty for putting Matzah in my life.

I am grateful.

 

GRATEFUL FOR HAVING MATZAH IN MY LIFE

I am grateful to the Almighty because He has allowed Matzah to be in my life.

Matzah is going to be 15.  He has severe dementia and poops and pees without any understanding in the house.  He doesn't play or wag his tail.  He can't walk without assistance.  It is time to let him go to doggie heaven.

I am grateful to the Almighty for allowing him to live as long as he did.....healthy and happy.

He is in pain now with arthritis.   

He has to be carried in and out of the veterinarian.

I will be putting him to sleep on Monday February 16 at 3:30 with Charles.

I will truly miss him.

He is my best friend.

Thank you Almighty for sending Matzah into my life.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR BEING RESILIENT

 I am grateful to th Almighty because He has made me a very resilient person.

I must do something really difficult today.......talk to the veterinarian about putting Matzah down.  He has dementia and is not in control of urine or bowl.  It's a tough situation.....I will miss him dearly.

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GRATEFUL FOR A QUIET NEW DAY

I am grateful to the Almighty for the QUIET NEW DAY that HE has chosen to give me. 

I will be going to Dr. Ludwig for a cleaning and a checkup.

I'll be cleaning....reading....and relaxing in my home.

I am grateful to the Almighty for the PEACE AND QUIET in my life.

Thank you.