GRATEFUL FOR WHO I AM

I am grateful to the Almighty because He has helped me learn WHO I AM.

Yes, I still have the PTSD pain in my stomach which shows fear BUT I am excited to start the new day.

Charles and I met with Tyler and the filming will begin on Thursday September 17 at my house!  I have hired Oscar and my Freddy too.

Today I will get my hair blown out at Raves and also get a pedicure.  I have a session at Plainview Meditation too.

I'm cooking dinner for today and tomorrow for Charles and me.

Life is good.

 Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR THE CHNGES IN MY LIFE

I am grateful to the Almighty because He has helped me to make changes in my life which have given me a new and beautiful life.

We are meeting with Tyler, the director of the film that we are going to be in. Charles is driving us to the Commack Diner.   I have chores to do.  I have a session at Plainview Meditation also.  I hope to walk too.

Tonight I'm having dinner with Margie at where else?   Mario's!

Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful. 

GRATEFUL FOR MY NEW LIFE

I am grateful to the Almighty because He has given me a new life filled with joy and happiness.

I am going to the cemetery with Charles in New Jersey as I do every year before Rosh Hashanah.   It is there that I will realize how far my life has come and how grateful I am to the Almighty for this life.

I wish I had been loved and appreciated by my mother BUT this was NEVER meant to be. It changed the course of my entire life BUT I am proud to say that with the help of the Almighty I made it through the rain.

Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful. 

GRATEFUL FOR HOW FAR I HAVE COME

I am grateful to the Almighty because He has allowed me to come so far in life and I'm so so proud of me.

I left the apartment yesterday after a wonderful visit with Michael a Lola and a wonderful dinner at Galiano's restaurant........a six course meal with wine tasting throughout.   I came home to complete all my chores.  At night I met the ladies at Pasteria and then we played Mahjong until 10:30 at my house where I hosted.  I spoke to Dana twice and had a remarkable and loving conversation.  Remi texted me too.

Today I'm having my hair straightened and going to Plainview Meditation for a session.  I hope to walk at The Home Depot.  Tonight I have a Sisterhood meeting to attend.

I am loving my life and am so grateful to the Almighty for it.

Thank you. 

GRATEFUL FOR LEARNING TO LOVE MYSELF

I am grateful to the Almighty because He has allowed me to learn to love myself.

I'm proud of myself and proud of all my accomplishments.

Thank you Almighty for teaching me to do this.

I am grateful.

 

GRATEFUL FOR BEING HAPPY

I am grateful to the Almighty because He has taught me to be happy in the moment that I'm in.

I'm going to try very very hard to stay in the moment and be happy with it.  Today I'm driving to the apartment because tonight Charles and I are going to Galiano's to attend a SIX COURSE DINNR PARTY.   I'm very excited about this and will be home tomorrow. 

Yesterday was a wonderful day.   We had a belated birthday dinner with Michael and it was great.

Thank you Almighty for all the joy in my life.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR LEARNING TO HEAL MY HEART

I am grateful to the Almighty because He is helping me to learn how to heal my heart.

Today is Shabbos.  It's our first day home after an amazingly wonderful vacation which I am grateful to the Almighty for giving us.   I am grateful to the Almighty because I was able to say my prayers quietly this morning.

I have begun today to heal my heart from all the heartache I have suffered throughout life.  It will take time to do this.  It is a challenge.   I know that I have the Almighty's help in doing this.

Today we will also be visiting Michael and Lola to celebrate Michael's birthday.

Thank you for all the good that you have given me Almighty.

I am grateful.