GRATEFUL FOR BEING AWARE OF THE NOW

 I am grateful to the Almighty because He has made me aware of what is going on in the present.

I will NOT be fooled.

Charles really love bombed me yesterday.......flowers......paying for my necklace at Solomon's....and a beautiful dinner at Mario's.

He promised to investigate therapy BUT who knows if he will go.  He said that I could come to a few sessions.  We will see what happens.  I am being very realistic now.

I do love the guy BUT not the way I did.

Circumstances change us and we move on.

I am grateful to the Almighty for this knowledge.

Thank you.

GRATEFUL FOR THE STRENGTH IN ME

 I am grateful to the Almighty because He has given me a great deal of strength to be able to deal.

It was tough to write about this before BUT now I'm able to.  Charles lied to me on his vacation to Florida.   He went to Fort Lauderdale two weeks after the Wedding Celebration and proceeded to lie to me about going to a bar.......pretending in a FACETIME that he was at a restaurant and creating an elaborate deception which I figured out.

I am very very disillusioned with him and made changes in my life as a result of this because lying is not love.  I'm not waiting years.....or trying to help....love has flown away.

He is coming over this afternoon having convinced me that he will go to therapy.  This will not solve the problem as I am disillusioned in him.

I will have to act my way through this.

Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR GOING TO THERAPY

 I am grateful to the Almighty because He sent me to therapy.

I learned so much!  I learned who I am and what I need and want.

I had an argument with Charles and I was able to express myself and not back down.

Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR A NEW DAY

 I am grateful to the Almighty for the new day that He has chosen to give to me.

I am happy.

I am healthy.

Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful.