I am grateful to the Almighty because He has taught me the meaning of self-love.
I did not go to services today because it was an exhausting week. It is difficult Saturdays when he carries on. I know how to walk out of rooms and be quiet. However it takes a toll on my person. Then last Sunday the older one uncovered a "half sister" and sent me pictures of a stranger. It brought back memories of artificial insemination and all that I went through. He was more supportive of them than of me which is the way he is but I was on emotion overload. I was so disgusted with them....but he wasn't.
That's the way it is in this relationship.
Therefore I decided that I needed some rest and relaxation. I will walk and read and calm down.
It's time to love myself.
Thank you Almighty.
I am grateful.
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