I am grateful to the Almighty for the amazing gift that He has given to me.
He has given me Charles.
From the wonders of Thanksgiving in his apartment, to
the visiting of our children, to the parks and preserves that we walked to the incredible sex that we had.........I am grateful to the Almighty.
Thank you.
I will be going to Charles's apartment for the entire Thanksgiving holiday. I won't be back until Monday afternoon. We are cooking together.
I am so loved by this man!
I am grateful to the Almighty for my new life.
Thank you.
Tomorrow is the day before Thanksgiving and I will be driving to Charles's home to stay there for the holiday. I will be back on Monday.
What a wonderful miracle this is for me!!!!
On Saturday we hope to drive to Queens and Brooklyn to see our children and grandchildren.
This is another wonderful miracle for me and I am beyond grateful for it.
Thank you Almighty for my wonderful life.
It's a true miracle and I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty for the wonderful new life that He has given to me.
Charles and I had Shabbat dinner Friday night.
I went to services on Saturday and came home to a quiet and restful Saturday.
We walked the Greenbelt Trail yesterday.
Today Freddy is coming to work and Charles and I are going to the dog park.
He's taking me out to dinner too!
I am so in love with this man.
Thank you Almighty for sending him to me.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty because I had a beautiful Sabbath with Charles.
Lighting candles, kiddish, blessing over challah and dinner.....what more could I ask?
This morning I'm going to services.
When I come back Charles will be there smiling at me.
Words are insignificant when I think of how grateful to the Almighty I feel for sending this man to me.
Thank you.
I am grateful to the Almighty for sending peace and contentment into my life.
Charles will be spending the weekend with me and I will be going to his home for the Thanksgiving break.
Never have I looked forward so joyfully and peacefully to anything.
I don't have a clue as to what we are doing this weekend. I have left the entire planning of everything in his capable hands. I know that he loves me and that's all that matters.
I had my hair colored a beautiful shade of blue yesterday and also had a manicure/pedicure. I was so calm while doing this because I know that it will be looked at and appreciated.
Charles wants to do the entire Thanksgiving dinner himself!!!! I am so happy that I could cry.
Thank you Almighty for the peace in my life.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty because He has sent Charles to me and there is real love in my life.
Thank you!
I am grateful to the Almighty for allowing me to wake up, healthy and happy to experience this beautiful new day.
Freddy will continue to work in the den.
Susan is arriving with my new bag.
Charles is enjoying being upstate with the guys.
Driveway Dining has changed to having lunch at Celebrity Diner. It's 27 degrees out there!!! I will come back, clean house and read.
I'm practicing yoga tonight before dinner.
Life is good. I am happy.
I am grateful to the Almighty for this new day.
Thank you.
I am grateful to the Almighty because He has sent Charles to love me.
I am loved in the simplest of ways by Charles. I don't have to work at it. I don't have to change myself. I just have to be.
Charles values me. He validates me and for this I am so grateful.
This has NEVER happened to me before. I worked so hard to be loved. I did what was expected. I swallowed all the insults. I gave and gave and gave like the book The Giving Tree until I was completely depleted.
Charles is very much like me and me like him.
It's an easy and comfortable love.
I am so grateful to the Almight for being able to experience this in my life.
Thank you.
Charles loves and respects me and has validated my life.
The weekend was a dream and I felt like a Princess.
We walked all over the main street of St. James. We walked at Kings Park Psychiatric Center too. Charles made dinner twice and I treated him to Voila! a French restaurant in town! We fooled around and talked and touched and talked and touched.
It was amazing.
Thank you Almighty.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty for all the new adventures in my life.
Today I begin another one.
I will be spending the weekend at Charles's apartment. Matzah is going to be boarded at the veterinarian, Dr. Stephanie.
I'm leaving on a Friday and will return on a Monday.
I'm excited, triggered, happy and overwhelmed and so joyful that I will be able to experience this.
Thank you Almighty.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty because He has sent people into my life to validate who I am.
I always knew who I was. However, due to my upbringing of constant criticism I chose people who were negative and mocked me. I spent my life trying to justify and explain meyself.
I don't have to do that in my new life. I'm me and happy that the Almighty made me who I am.
My fiends validate me.
Charles validates me.
I no longer have to spend time justifying myself. I know who I am. I know my wants, needs, love and desires.
I am content in the moment.
Thank you Almighty.
I am grateful.
I am beyond grateful to the Almighty for all the calmness in my life.
When I wake up I remind myself that there are no strategies for survival that I have to put in place. I can just be......it's truly a wonderful feeling and I am grateful to the Almighty for it. Yesterday was a beautiful day and I was able to walk for over 2 hours. Today the weather is inclement and I don't have to rush out to The Home Depot if I choose not to. My home is mine and it is safe.
My new sofa bed came yesterday as I am redecorating the den. The black table will be placed in front of it. I'm putting sod floors in the den, living room and dining room. Freddy will be here at 9:30.
Charles is sleeping over tonight to make the trip to Fandoule shorter. It's in New Jersey and he places bets there. We are going to practice yoga and I have invited him to my Buddhist group tonight. We had our first date on August 11 and have known each other three months!!
Thank you Almighty for placing calmness in my life.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty for the breathe that He gives me every morning.
It allows me to wake up to a beautiful new day.
Last night I won at Mah Jongg....$1.50.......where to spend this huge amount?????
Today my new sofa bed is coming for the den. Freddy will be over to look at it and the memories of that room will be gone and new memories will be made.
I am grateful to the Almighty for my breathe and my life.
Thank you!!!
I am beyond grateful to the Almighty for all the peace and love in my new life.
I am in love with Charles and he with me. We are so beyond happy together. It's like 2 puzzle pieces that fit together!!!
This weekend we went to Norman Levy Park in Merrick and then to Long Beach yesterday. We walked the boardwalk....dropped magazines off to one of his friends and met up with another friend.....all the while enjoying each other!
We watched The Undoing last night and discussed it at breakfast.
I practiced yoga, again discussing peace and love as related to the election of Joe Biden.
The love and peace is truly a gift.
I'm redoing the den. Freddy is here to put down a new floor in the den, living room and dining room.
Tomorrow my new sofa bed comes.
Tonight I'm meeting the girls for dinner and playing MahJongg.
I am grateful to the Almighty for the love and peace n my life.
Thank you.
I am grateful to the Almighty for the wonderful new life that He has given me.
Charles and I climbed to the zenith of Norman J. Levy Park and were able to see the Manhattan skyline. He brought me flowers because TRUMP LOST THE ELECTION.
I took him to dinner at Rachael's.
This morning we will have breakfast after spending a lazy morning in bed.
Who knows what we will do but it will bring me joy.
Thank you Almighty for my new life.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty because He has given me a full life and I am enjoying every moment of it.
I will attend services at PJC this morning.
Charles is arriving at 1:00 and we are going to Norman J. Levy Park in Merrick and will have dinner at Rachael's in Freeport.
I am grateful to the Almighty for my new life.
Thank you.
I am so grateful to the Almighty for the love that I am feeling in my life...my friends.......my family and Charles!!!
Yesterday Charles and I walked at Sunken Meadow after he went for glasses that I helped him pick out. It was so much fun to do that........then he took me out fr Greek for for lunch! Big fun!!!
I came home to eat dinner.....talk to Charles and watch the election which has still not been resolved!!
Thank you Almighty for my new life and allowing me to experience love.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty for all the joy in my life.
Yesterday I was able to walk for an hour, practice yoga and attend the Driveway Luncheon at Rose's house.
Charles left after breakfast and I will be meeting him in Commack at Michaels to do many things. He needs to go to the eye doctor and choose glasses. I need to go to Michaels. We will walk at Sunken Meadow and have lunch.
I gave Freddy his check last night......he will be back on Monday to continue to process.
Thank you Almighty for an enjoyable life.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty because He has seen fit to allow me to understand the different levels of Charles so that I do not have the need to break up with him.
He is indeed childlike.......his Id works overtime while my Ego and Superego are on positive drive. Therefore he needs to be told what he needs to do and I don't.
I'm glad that yesterday was worked out. We discussed this and moved on.
Charles slept over.
Today he's on his way to golf and I'm on my way to a gt a manicure and have lunch at Rose's house.
It's Wednesday after all!!
Thank you Almighty for helping me to understand Charles.
I am grateful!!!!
I am grateful to the Almighty for all the strength that is inside me.
The entire house is upside down due to the problem with the electricity. I'm not happy about this at all!!!
Tonight Charles is supposed to come over to watch the election results. I'm wondering what's going to happen.....very curious........not so much in love anymore!!!!
Thank you Almighty for my strength.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty because even through adversity I am able to move forward.
Yesterday my kitchen television, dishwasher and assorted electric plug ins went out.
Freddy came.
Charles still wanted dinner.
The honeymoon is over.
I'm not sure what will happen but it will be very interesting.
Thank you Almighty.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty for the normalcy in my life.
Charles and I had dinner at Bareburger last night........big fun!!!
Today we are going to Bed and Bath to buy the items necessary for my first trip to his apartment next week.......Wow!
We are also going to Huffman-Koos and Raymour and Flanagan to purchase a convertible sofa for the den. Another Wow!!!!
I am grateful to the Almighty for all the normalcy in my life.
Thank you.
