I am grateful to the Almighty for the life that He has given me.
This morning I listened to Andrew Cuomo's daily briefing as I do every morning while I eat breakfast. I sleep later too as I have told you because I am safe. The Governor spoke of people having mental issues because of the quarantine because of the coronavirus issues.
I feel safe and secure during this entire crisis because this is the way that I lived while the creatures walked the earth. There were always strategies for survival. I never felt safe in my home. There was always anxiety. I could never stay in the house because I was a plaything and the creatures needed to be satiated. I always felt that I was a light sleeper and I'm not. BUT, I was alert even while sleeping so I didn't sleep much.
What a joy it is to be home now!!!! It's a vacation!! I had all that construction done last year by Freddy and now I can just BE and appreciate it.
Last night with great joy I ordered dinner in from Pasteria. It was Thursday and that's how I decided to treat myself. I even had a hot fudge sundae for dessert!!
Today I will do some shopping at Fairway.
Tonight it will be Shabbos and as I am every day, I am grateful to the Almighty for my life.
Thank you!!!!
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