I am grateful to the Almighty because He is helping me bury the concept of false hopes.
I always knew that there was something wrong with him. I just didn't know the words psychopathic and sociopathic and so I was always explain things to him to try and teach him.
Obviously it didn't work. I am healing slowly from this.
As far as the girls I have learned not to have false hopes with them. I am learning who thy are and not to recreate them into people that I wish that I had. It is working and it is giving me more time for me. I admit that I feel guilty because I was brought up not to think of myself but that too was wrong.
Life has quieted down since I live in reality and I am grateful for this.
Thank you Almighty.
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