GRATEFUL FOR A NEW DAY

 I am grateful to the Almighty for giving me this new day.

I am still suffering from the intense sadness and pain of what Dana did to me.  To top that off, I am now worrying about Hilary and leukemia.   I have a bad stomach as a result of this.

I'm praying to the Almighty that all will be fine.

I'm really scared.

Charles is sleeping over......I hope I can pull dinner off.

I have faith in the Almighty's help.

Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR CHARLES IN MY LIFE

 I am grateful to the Almighty because Charles is in my life.

We had a wonderful weekend at his house filled with a Stonybrook Women's Basketball Game, a walk at Sunken Meadow and a discussion and lunch with the Sports Book Club.

Charles will be here tomorrow because he's sleeping over. Thursday he is flying to Savannah to hang out with a friend from college.

Charles is beyond helpful when it comes to BPD Dana.

I am grateful to the Almighty because he is in my life.

Thank you.

GRATEFUL FOR THE GOOD IN MY LIFE

 I am grateful to the Almighty for all the good in my life.

I leave for Charlie's this afternoon.

I'm so excited and so in love.

Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL TO BE PROUD OF ME

 I am grateful to the Almighty because He has made me proud of myself.

Yesterday I completed ALL of my chores and even had time to walk.

Today I'm packing because tomorrow after services I'm off to spend the weekend until Tuesday with Charles.

I'm so happy and proud of myself because even though I had a setback because of Dana........I'm working to move forward with my life.

Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR THE BREATHE

 I am grateful to the Almighty for the BREATHE that He has given to me.

BREATHING IN makes me calm...........very important when gain comes.

However living in the moment helps also.

I will concentrate today on being in the moment and moving my life forward.

Thank you Almighty.

I am grateful.

GRATEFUL FOR SITTING FOR REMI

 I am grateful to you Almighty for allowing Charles and Grandma to sit all day for Remi yesterday.

It was wonderful!!

GRATEFUL FOR TAKING CARE OF MYSELF

I am grateful to the Almighty because even though I had a setback, I have learned to take care of me.

Dana and Madalyn came to stay from Saturday afternoon to all day Sunday.  Dana napped and I took care of Madalyn all day.......not a stitch of help from Dana!!!!  I even took them to Mario's for dinner.  She called me Monday to ask me if she and Madalyn could move in temporarily and I said that it wouldn't work as the commute to Brooklyn and back she told me was horrendous.  At this point she cursed me and wished me death.

I'm still recovering from PTSD and this took a toll on me.

I vowed to take a break from her as she is a BPD and this could endanger my life.

Thank you Almighty for helping me realize this.

I am grateful.