Appreciation of Life

I am really trying so hard to do everything correctly so that I reach the acceptance stage in my stages of grief. It's really hard with him in the house because if you're not 100%, he's gotcha. That's what happened Wednesday night when I thought about it. I was thinking about the implant procedure. I don't like taking days off from work and I didn't like his comment that, Is everyone a widow? At another time, I would not have answered him. I know that now. BUT, I was thinking of other things and caught of guard.

I am so grateful that I'm bright because now that I know what he does, I'll be better prepared.