I fully realize that he has no intention of purchasing a new condo. It's a game with him to see if he can frustrate me. Sadly for him, it isn't succeeding and as I said yesterday, time is running out because in a few short weeks, I return to work. He can see that this is true as I worked 2 days this week.
Yesterday, I suggested that he purchase the condo that he loved and put the dog in a kennel like everyone does. He liked the condo because it had many units and that meant lots of people. He admitted in an off moment that it would cost a lot of money to put the dog in a kennel and even though he laments having so much, he doesn't want to spend it.
I'm moving on from this and putting him totally in charge. I'm saying this with a smile, because it really is about control. He thinks that I want it and therefore he won't do it.
That's how the marriage went. That's why we aren't friends and there is no marriage.
And yes, I will be back at work in September, God willing.
This blog is wonderful because it allows me to speak.
The rest of the day, I practice stillness.
Thank you, Almighty for teaching me to be CALM, COOL and COLLECTED with STILLNESS!!!!!
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