I am grateful to the Almighty for so many things.
I am grateful that I am going to go to work today. I am doing everything correctly, but I really do need a break from him. I did so many nice things yesterday, but, I told him that I was working. I purchased new glasses to use for walking. I brought in items to be laminated at Staples. I went to WEIGHT WATCHERS and I'm happy to say that my weight is the same as last month and I'm enjoying desserts. I went to the library too. I knew that he would be difficult about my doing the things that I enjoy and so there was no sense in telling him. I didn't. Work he understands. I did clean some shelves and drawers and that he understood.
I spoke to him at dinner about my disgust at the older one's choice of boyfriend and the many things that I didn't like. Moving in with him makes me sick. The fact that she won't keep kosher upsets me. I could see that I would get no backup at all. I dropped the conversation. The Almighty knows that I was an excellent role model and that's all I could have done.
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I have decided that for today, Intention # 19 will be STILLNESS. It is a perfect intention because it will allow me the pleasure of enjoying the moment. Talking to him about many things is a waste of time. Having global discussions is the best way to go. I have, in him, no one that I can work with. The Almighty knows that I did the best that I could do under the circumstances.
For today, I WILL LET GO THOUGHTS THAT DON'T SERVE ME SO THAT I CAN HEAL.
Thank you, Almighty for always being there for me.
Later..................I am making corrections to INTENTION #19 at work while I take a break from writing goals I had a really good time in Westhampton, but I really love working!!!!!!
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