I am grateful to the Almighty because today is a snowy day. We had a storm last night.
There would be fear in the past as I had to create strategies in order to be safe. Now I can just "be."
That is absolutely wonderful.
I did my food shopping yesterday before the storm. Dana and Seth came to Plainview to hang out and have dinner in a Mexican restaurant. I did do one thing that I will never do again. I asked Dana if there was anything that I did while she was growing up that had a diverse affect on her personality. She mentioned the crazy "fights" if you can call them that that I had with him on Saturdays while she was growing up and how scared she felt. She said that I should have made sure that it didn't happen. I wish I could have done that but I lived in fear too. She also mentioned how she knew that I ate non-kosher food on the outside from him. These were not terrible things but I had no idea how disloyal he was until years later.
Today will be a day of peace and quiet.
I am grateful to the Almighty for this.
Thank you.
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