I am grateful to the Almighty for the wonderful mornings that He has given me.
I no longer have to live in fear. I no longer have to creates strategies for survival and safety.
I no longer have to dress by eight o'clock and race out of the house to walk at The Home Depot or outside and then rush to yoga to avoid an attack.
I am no longer starred at in the morning without being spoken to.
I no longer hear, "Good Morning, Ellen."
My abuser is dead.
I awake happily and decide when to get up in the morning quietly and peacefully. Matzah wakes beside me as I give him Reiki, brush him, feed him and let him out. I go to the driveway to pick up the papers and bring in water.
I text G'morning to some friends and the girls.
I eat breakfast watching my new television and then read the papers as long as I want to.
I love my new mornings.
Thank you Almighty.
I am grateful.
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