I am grateful to the Almighty because I am finally learning what He has been trying to teach me......to live in the moment.
My daughters are giving me a very difficult time about the Seders. It's time for me to move forward and enjoy each of my moments. If not now....then when?
Today I will continue with my Passover preparation. As Charles says.....I really do love this holiday!
I am so grateful Almighty.
Thank you!
I am grateful to the Almighty for this beautiful new day.
Charles left yesterday after book club and I spoke with him after Volleyball and dinner with the girls and MahJong!!
Wet text G'morning every morning.
Today I will practice yoga and do some errands. I will walk in the early part of the afternoon because it's going to rain this evening and tomorrow.
I am continuing to prepare for the Passover holiday and doing a very good job of it. I will be covering the dining room table to be able to put my Passover appliances etc on them over the weekend. Charles will help me. I will clear out some shelves from the refrigerator and cover them in Reynolds Wrap.
I will be speaking with Judith too.
I am grateful to the Almighty for this new day.
Thank you!
I am grateful to the Almighty for a beautiful new day!
Charles and I will be having breakfast and then attending the Spirts Book Club on Zoom.
He will be going home today and I will be cleaning and setting up the house for Passover.
I am grateful to the Almighty that I am healthy and able to do this.
Thank you Almighty.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty because He has made today a rainy day and it has allowed me to spend PAJAMA DAY with Charles.
We stayed in bed later as I hung on to Freddy.
We read the papers and made more plans.
We made an appointment for a second booster shot.
We are going to catch up on television programs and have AFTERNOON DELIGHT.
Life is so good and I am so grateful that my life has changed on a rainy day.
Thank you Almighty.
I am grateful.
I enjoyed going to services very much.....it's such a pleasure to come home to Charles with a cookie.
We went to St. Hedwig's for an Easter Festival and I hope to win a prize!
We got to walk at Ally Pond Park where we grew up.
We had dinner with Patty C at Anthony's and is was wonderful.
Thank you Almighty for these moments.
I am grateful.
I am grateful to the Almighty because I had insight this week into who I am and why it started.
As a result, I can now live the rest of my life being proud of me and all that I have accomplished.
It is interesting that when you have parents that psychological abuse you.....if you are to survive you develop strategies to keep you alive and well. You do this subconsciously!
This is what I did all my life and it ended this week. I lived in a hopeful world of fantasy hoping that people like my parents, brother, husband and even my daughters would love and appreciate me because of who I was and what I did for them. I didn't live in really but in a hopeful and dreamlike start.
That is over.....not in anger but just because I know why I did this.
After seeing WHERE THE BOYS ARE when I was an early adolescent.......I created the dream and so I thought that the Almighty sent me Charles as George Hamilton in my dream. Charles is a wonderful man with human flaws. He truly loves me. I took it a step further to see that my parents, brother, husband and daughters use me and abuse me. I wait until they realize their mistake.
This will never happen.
For the remainder of my life which the Almighty willing will be a long and healthy one, I will concentrate on being in the moment and enjoying the moment and enjoying the man who really loves me.
Thank you for this insight Almighty.
I am grateful.
Yesterday after completing my chores.....shopping...cleaning and seeing Kyra......I drove out to Commack to meet Charles and attend a wonderful chili class on InstaPot!!!!
The weather was absolutely terrible but I made it there and back......so proud of me!
Today Charles will be here between 4-5 to begin our wonderful weekend.
I am grateful to the Almighty for the balance that He has given me.
Thank you.
