It's the first weekend of the new school year. He has been trying very hard to needle and upset me so that I will get angry. Then his pattern will be to call 911, the girls and his sister-in-law to carry on about me. He has already, thanks to one of them given me a diagnosis of BPD. I will never forget, HI!!!!!!
I have to try very hard this weekend to maintain my "cute little voice" so that he doesn't get to me.
I am praying to the Almighty for the strength to do this. I think that if I take a deep breathe and know this about him, I will succeed. I also must remember not to speak when I'm tired and to say that I am tired. If he makes a new rule, I'm to be quiet until it's clarified like the one about the necklace. These rules are made to upset me and I have to be careful NOT to react or he's got me.
I'm brighter than he is. I have him figured out.
I pray to the Almighty that I will succeed.
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