I am grateful to the Almighty because He has sent me to yoga and it was there that I learned to release the binds that were making me depressed and angry.
I have learned how to enjoy my freedom. Yesterday I walked. I practiced yoga. I took the doggie to the vet because he has an ear infection. I took an Apple lesson. I'm reading a wonderful book...........life is amazing.
I take what he says in stride, always expecting it and not really caring anymore. I'm not the teacher anymore trying to help him have a quality life. He has his condo issue and I have, "do whatever you want." He himself has said, "If I make the decision, then who can I blame?" This is not my issue.
I don't rush to call the girls. One doesn't call and I don't either. The other texts and I text back. I'm offering no condo invitations this summer. Remember what they did when they came? I'm proud of me.
Today I will walk. I will practice yoga. I have a new class set up for tonight in Meditation and Restorative Yoga too. I am getting a mani/pedi this afternoon. I turned down a dinner date with him to take the new class. I'm proud of me.
I do it all with dignity, calmness and grace.
Thank you Almighty for releasing me from the binds.
I am grateful.
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