I am grateful to the Almighty because He has sent me to yoga and it is there that I learn the words to understand how my life has changed.
Last night I chose to take an evening class along with my daytime class because I could. Leslie's theme this week because Veteran's Day was Monday was freedom. She spoke of the ultimate freedom meaning being able to express yourself. That is what I NEVER could do growing up as I was always mocked. I couldn't do it in marriage because I needed to be safe and there could be repercussions. Even by being quiet the creature abused anyone that I was close to.
Now I have the ultimate freedom. I can express myself without the wrath of my abusers.
Ironically today I will not be practicing yoga as I will be going to a breakfast of the F.R.E.E group.
My friend Karen is meeting me at home and we are going together. Later I have a meeting with Doreen and Nanette and Blayne to discuss the breakfast we are planning for long term members of PJC. Tonight Sari and I will discuss Dana and Seth's wedding.
I have ultimate freedom to do this. I am living the life I want. I feel balanced. I feel happy.
Thank you Almighty for this ultimate freedom.
I am grateful.
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