I am grateful to the Almighty because He is helping me to move forward.
Friday's closing was a terrible trigger. I created many false dreams and illusions about the new co-op. It was coupled with the fact that I realized who Hilary really was..... inherited psychopathology from my mother with him as an environmental father and me as the abused. She would like this to continue.
I did not go to services yesterday. I spent the day thinking, straightening up, preparing for Passover and talking to my friends.
I realized that I have closed the door on the last of my false illusions.
It's time to move forward.
Today I'm going to Meditation and a wonderful yoga retreat in my studio.
The kitchen is being prepared for Pesach some I'm off to dinner too.
I am grateful to the Almighty for walking by my side.
Thank you.
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