I am grateful to the Almighty for the peace and quiet in my life.
I can breathe. I can be.
Yesterday I did not attend services. I woke up at 6AM but because I had gone to the study session until 11PM the night before, I was really tired and I went back to sleep until 8AM.
I was NEVER able to do that while my abusers walked the Earth. The mother would force me to get up and I was so afraid of the creature that I devised a strategy to leave the house early to walk.
Now the house has become my home. I ate a leisurely breakfast. I read the papers and my book and I walked for 2 hours.
Today I will be attending services for the second day of the Shovout holiday. I will come home to enjoy the peace and quiet in my life. I don't think that I will be able to walk so I can just "be."
Thank you Almighty.
I am grateful.
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