I had my private yoga lesson and I did a SHOULDER STAND!!! It was amazing! I'm beginning to see what my yoga books have been saying. In order to move forward, you have to have faith in yourself. I realized that if I could do this, I could accomplish a lot. I'm not going to be tough on myself. I'm going to be the best person that I can be.
Dinner was wonderful. I went by myself to the same place that I went to last week and really enjoyed it. It was so much better than going with him. It was more comfortable and friendly. That may seem strange since I was alone, but I was relaxed and really enjoyed the experience.
I went to my class last night after dinner and we had a class discussion that really rocked. I declined the offer to go out to the diner afterwards, but I might do it again next week.
I am so grateful to the Almighty for these enjoyable experiences. Alone, with him, with my "fantasy" of a couple, there never was any joy. I spent my life defending myself!!!!!
Now, I just enjoy each day!!!
Today, I'm going for a deep conditioning and do some errands.
I am grateful that the Almighty gave me the strength to survive.
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