I am grateful to the Almighty because I have learned how to deal with triggers.
Yesterday was a beautiful Sabbath. I read my newspapers, I read my book and I enjoyed each and every moment.
Today I was rudely awoken at 7:30 by Stephen who has not called me in 3 months. (It was supposed to be 6 months.) He left a message saying not to call him back. He even called on my cell phone. Memories of the way I was treated at home flooded inside me and then left. Memories of the way he treated me when I married made their way in also. Memories of the way that he treated me this entire year came back too. Then these memories left and I moved on to live in the moment. My life is peaceful and quiet now and I intend to keep it that way. He just called again telling me that he would call me back tonight...........
I have learned a lot from therapy and I intend to keep it that way.
Thank you Almighty.
I am grateful.
PS I did have a wonderful day as I now know how to deal with triggers. I spoke to friends ad also bf. I put gas in the truck, finally went to Weight Watchers and I gained 3 pounds. No more dessert for me!!!!! I got the car washed too. I went to Dunkin' Donuts and bought coffee. Then I read the papers. I even managed to begin putting my new I-PAD together.
I'm very proud of me and grateful to the Almighty for all He has done for me.
Thank you!!!
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