As I was driving to my Curriculum Committee meeting this morning I was looking at the cloud formations and thinking how amazing they were. This is a form of meditation that I learned about in a class that I took. I was so grateful that my mind could do this as it showed how really relaxed I am.
I realized that I was enjoying all of my little chores. I was always creating strategies for how to deal with him. That took time away from appreciating my own life. Now that I have moved forward, I'm relaxed and can appreciate everything that I do.
I can even stay home, if I choose and read, because I have no fear of him. Not responding to his anger has become second nature for me.
As I approach the MLK weekend, which I am delighted to say is 3 days long, I find myself looking forward to it. I have planned activities for myself and should he try and destroy my happiness, he will fail because I so don't care.
Life has become a vacation and I thank the Almighty for this.
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