I am grateful to the Almighty for my day yesterday.
If you remember, I was emotional about the fact that the night before, he went to sleep before I returned home from my class in Spirituality. It had iced over and he didn't even stay awake to see if I returned home.
But, it was another step in taking care of myself. I think that this is the Almighty's intention. It was to teach me that I am resourceful and can take care of myself!!! Even when the younger one called, she was shocked that I had gone out in bad weather.
Last night we attended a film and Q&A on the Beatles. There was supposed to be a reception. I had planned to have dinner at home and not eat later. He of course, planned to eat everything that wasn't nailed down. But, it was a misprint and there was no reception.
I was delighted because I didn't want to come up withe a reason as to why I wasn't eating. He was miserable because there was no food. I saw this as his punishment for treating me the way he did last night.
However, he didn't succeed at all. I never reacted and I'm sure that bothered him. Last night, I did not take his hand to walk in, I just walked slowly. I'm proud of myself.
He had seen something about Valentine's Day at Cinema Arts and asked me if we should attend. I just mentioned the possible bad weather forecast in a non-emotional, factual way and it was forgotten.
Th Almighty has taught me to be thoughtful and quiet before I speak. This is hard for me because I like to chat. However, I am getting so much better at this. I am grateful to the Almighty for teaching me and watching over me. I know that the Almighty will always be a part of me.
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