I finally understand. I am grateful to the Almighty for this moment, this moment of peace, quiet and joy. I have joy, I have energy, I will have a good day. This is my mantra.
I will not look back. I am not going there. I am here. I am going towards the future, my future alone which no one can mess with.
I was unhappy yesterday. Then I realized that I was looking back and I realized not only that I'm not going in that direction, but I don't want to go there.
Except for occasional days that I created for myself, there are no happy memories of parents, husband or children. I have all these things because this is what the world said that you needed at that time. I survived the abusive parents. I survived the abusive husband. I survived the rotten children. I even survived July 31. July 31 was put there for a reason. I believe that the Almighty was frustrated with my inability to "see."
I survived because of my faith in the Almighty and my own spirit. I have accomplished a lot for me and I'm happy.
I will not look back again because I'm not going that way.
I will thank the Almighty for putting his arm around me and protecting me so that I could have a wonderful career, friends and fun things to do.
Thank you, Almighty for helping me to reach this moment in time.
I am moving forward from this moment.
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