Yesterday, I was grateful that I finally understood where I stand, how I got there, and what to do about it.
Last night I acted on all of it and I'm so grateful. I made my intention, as in yoga, to be happy. I was. I didn't diet at dinner. I had Greek pizza and wine. Then I ate sweets.
Today, I threw away the leftovers after saying that they would be my lunch. I picked up my Purim basket from my friend's house without mentioning a name of this friend. I made 3 phone calls from the car last night. He can't keep up with who I know. This morning I threw out the extra candy.
The daughter who didn't give a dam about me throughout this entire crisis saying, "it's not about you'" after I told her what he did to me, I texted and left a message wishing her a Happy Birthday.Honestly, I felt no emotion about this at all.
I'm in control of me and I'm grateful.
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