It took me a long time to understand people and to acknowledge who they are so that no one can hurt me. I am so grateful for that because otherwise I would be a puddle n the floor crying and have no life. I am grateful that I've learned to be present based so that I don't think about yesterday or tomorrow and today is the gift.
It took me a long time not to be hurt by others and to distance from people who would hurt me.
My older one is a case in point. At present, she is vacationing with her newest boyfriend who is real trash. But, that's her problem. She wanted to bring him to a seder and I accepted. However, it was agreed that he couldn't go to the unveiling.
I always knew that she was a cold-hearted bitch and this proves it. I will not go on vacation with her because behind my back, she will bring him along. I owe her nothing.
I had a wonderful day though and have to stop thinking about toxic memories. My hair is back to being curly and I had dinner with a very dear friend.
I am grateful for my friend and to be rid of toxic memories.
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