My emotions today are totally up and down and here's why. After a weekend filled with survival strategies (where, as you know I did extremely well) we met my older daughter and her boyfriend for a birthday dinner. I knew that he would be pleasant because I'm the bottom of the food chain. And he was pleasant.
However, he decided to share with me that he had a lump on the back of his neck and this is not good. He chose to tell only me because it could upset me. I shared the news with the girls and they were upset. The boyfriend couldn't care less.
I had a bad nights sleep. It's not that I love him. I don't...not after everything he has done to me since 1970, but I created a role for him and would hate to loose that. It would make my life more difficult and I grew concerned in the middle of the night. I'ma capable woman, but that's what happened.
I am grateful for the life that I've created. It's mine. I know how to handle him. I would hate to loose that.
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