I am grateful to the Almighty because he has given me the ability to observe what people do in a non-emotional way.
Yesterday was a case in point. My younger daughter wanted to come to visit. She is a decent soul unlike the other one and I said yes. I treated her and myself to a manicure and pedicure and she also wanted eyebrow waxing. The bill was a fortune, but I used his credit card so, in effect, he paid!!! Then we went to dinner in a restaurant that she chose. She was a lot of fun to be with which is unusual for her on a day to day basis. She is an emotional soul that has been destroyed by that older one.
I observed him being such a wonderful father and I remembered all the cruel things that he does to me. However, yoga has taught me to live in the moment and so I took advantage of the nice evening that I got knowing that I would never merit such an evening with him if it was me alone.
I didn't care. I didn't change my feelings about him. I enjoyed the moment. I especially enjoyed watching his behaviors when he was around other people.
By the way, I love my manicure/pedicure.
I was so relaxed that I was able to read when I got home. i then watched my favorite television program and had a great nights sleep.
Thank you, Almighty for the ability to observe.
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