I am so grateful to the Almighty for learning MANTRAS that will serve me well in my daily life.
This morning, he drove me to work. I have to go to the dentist this afternoon. My bonding is loose and I'm sure that it will break. I have to be careful about conversation because ANYTHING can ignite a spark. I remembered my MANTRA: LET GO, FULLY!!! LOVE YOURSELF, DEEPLY!!! and that really helped me to get through the morning. I found idiotic conversation to fill up the time.
I remember what happened to me with him at this very time last year while going to the dentist and IT WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN!!!
More later.....................................................
Later happened almost as soon as I wrote this. The appointment was canceled and I had to reschedule. This in itself is not a big deal, but it is to him because he drove me. He was furious. I used my cute little voice. I didn't explain and I didn't get angry!!!!!
I called later to tell him to pick me up later to go to PETCO and the mall. Why should my day be a total loss? We're still having tofu for dinner!!!!!!
The day is mine!!!!!
And I got to go to PETCO. And I got to go to the mall. And as I suspected, he didn't want tofu, so we went out to dinner. I kept my little voice.
Thank you Almighty for mantras!!!!!!!
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