I am thankful to the Almighty for all the good that is in my life.
As I look back on entries from last year, I realize how far I have come. Stillness has played a big part in my "new life." I no longer try to teach him what he should or should not do. I no longer try to tell him, even in a quiet voice, how he has upset me. I no longer say anything of consequence to him. This has made my life beautiful!!!
I have learned to text them. As a pretense, I say that it is because I wanted to learn to text, but that isn't it. I want a non-emotional relationship that is calm and quiet. I have reached the age where texting will make that happen for me. It has.
As a result of this, there is beautiful stillness where I am able to do so many things quietly and calmly. I am able to try new things happily. I am able to laugh. I am able to enjoy life.
I am very proud of myself. It has been a very big change for me. It is a change that is a very good one.
I am happy!!!!
Good Shabbos!!!!
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