I am grateful that the Almighty made me a strong and capable woman.
I am not the same person that I was last year. I'm much happier as a result of the changes in me.
I really do love myself completely. I am letting go of that which doesn't serve me, whether it be people or thoughts.
I am amazed that I knew back in June that he was going to use buying a condo as his latest hook to bait me. I didn't fall for it. I made him in charge of the entire operation and as I thought, NOTHING WAS ACCOMPLISHED. Honestly, he doesn't need another condo so that he can use it to pit people against each other.
I even realized that he was trying to do the same thing to me and I stopped reacting. He was trying to bait me to get upset about things that I was not pleased with. Whether he spoke about the older daughter, her boyfriend or his parents, I didn't react.
I realized that I was an excellent role model for those girls and that they failed to achieve on their own. I modeled religion and they failed to accept it.
I uninvited them for the High Holidays. They never observed. The older one snuck around doing things that one shouldn't do on a holiday. The younger one slept in pajamas the entire time, only getting up for meals.
I became very relaxed as a result of my new thoughts and ideas.
One rainy day, at the condo, I read an entire book because I was so relaxed. That hasn't happened in years.
Today, I will walk, read and go food shopping. I have a yoga lesson later in the day.
I am grateful that the Almighty made me a strong and capable woman.
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