I am grateful to the Almighty for teaching me what to do so that I could feel safe in my own home and retire.
Living with him has been difficult, if not impossible. However, it was a choice that I made. I delayed retirement for a long time because I didn't feel safe in my own home. This culminated on July 31, 2012 with his horrible action. He denies doing it. He never apologized.
I knew that I had to change myself. I certainly did. I did so well that I can now retire and feel comfortable in my own home.
I am happy because I know exactly what to do in order to remain safe. I have a life filed with activities and friends and I am happy.
Yesterday, he didn't say one word to me until the Sabbath dinner. I was content and happy and knew what to do.
Today I went to services. I hung out with friends at the kiddush. I will walk. I will be on the computer. I will read. I will do some more needed cleaning.
I am grateful that the Almighty has helped me become safe so that I can retire.
I am looking forward to new adventures.
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