I am grateful for the power of stillness on a Shavouth holiday that I took off from work.
Last night, I went to the synagogue study session and met 2 friends there. I really found it very stimulating. I enjoyed services a great deal this morning. I was able to walk because the weather, although it threatened, really didn't rain.
I must compliment myself because he is trying very hard to be indifferent, uncaring. He is trying to use baiting to get me to say SOMETHING, ANYTHING that could start a confrontation.
Stillness is the way to go and it works.
I am off to take a private yoga lesson which I regard as medicine when dealing with this situation.
I am extremely proud of myself. I have learned a great deal this year and am so comfortable and happy with myself. Stillness is so relaxing. I feel like a teenager. I do what I want and just do not care. There is no mother to punish me!!!!
Thank you Almighty for the continued gift of stillness.
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