I am grateful to the Almighty for making me very intelligent. It is this person who is thoughtful and comes to important realizations.
It is time for me to admit that I really don't want to be anyone's mother. I do not want to be his wife either. It has been an absolutely horrible journey and it's over.
In my mind, I have divorced myself from them. While it's true that he is being decent now, I can't forgive him for the years that he stole from me. The older one is with a Muslim. The younger one married/divorced a black man. It is time that I acknowledge who they are, divorce them and move on. Truthfully, I have been doing this. I just chose this opportunity to write it down.
Yesterday, I accomplished a lot. I purchased the wine for Passover. I went to the bank. I also went to Harmon's to buy hair products.
Today, I am doing things to make my heart sing. I am leaving work early to attend a book discussion. I will walk earlier, make dinner and go to Restorative Yoga!!!! It will be a wonderful day for me!!!!
Thank you, Almighty for these realizations!!!!!
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