I am grateful to the Almighty because I am realistic about my expectations for people.
It took a long time for me to give up being a dreamer, but once I did, I found life to be a great deal more enjoyable for me.
I gave up my expectations for him. As a result, I share very little of myself. I don't share feelings or emotions or ideas. Last night for example, I continued to read my book for the yoga book club. I watched a new television show on HBO and never mentioned it.
I texted the older one that I had been hit in the eye with a bowling pin by the dog. Her response a day later was to ask how I had seen a picture of her friend's new house. I neither told him about this or responded to her.
Both of them are the same and it is time to let go of that which doesn't serve me so that I can heal. I thank my girlfriend for introducing me to yoga so I can learn this. This is also why I'm not looking for a new condo. I'm appreciating that which I have.
Today, he drove me to work because he had banged up the truck and it needed to go to a body shop. I need to go to the library after work.
My life has been quiet.
I have joy!! I have energy!!! I will have a good day as I wait out the snow!!!!
Thank you, Almighty, for helping me to realize how to let go and enjoy my life.
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