I am grateful to the Almighty that I discussed silence before my vacation started.
If I didn't do that and I didn't know him for what he was, I would be upset. Instead, I'm upset at myself for how easy my life could have been and how easy it is now.
Today, was our anniversary, or as I think about it, "A DAY THAT WILL LIVE IN IMFAMY." I'm glad that I felt that way because after saying , "HAPPY ANNIVERSARY," and me saying, "YOU TOO," it was forgotten.
Today was also the day that my mother died on the Jewish calendar. I went to services, alone, of course. Then when I came home, he was watching television. I got a "HELLO." I went upstairs to read.
He didn't say a word. Neither did I.
This s a new strategy. Eventually, I'm supposed to react to silence and then he can carry on with me.
Last summer he carried on about my friends and on July 31 I had had enough.
He's got a new strategy and he's trying.
He will fail like everything else he has done.
I am glad that the Almighty had shown me yoga and I have earned about silence.
I am grateful!!!!
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